I’m almost positive I like you but I’m not letting myself like you. The main reason being: I don’t get butterflies around you. That’s not shallow, right? I think butterflies are an important sign. They’re that feeling of your heart being on the verge of bursting out of your chest because you can’t contain the vast amount of happiness that someone brings you. That feeling of not knowing what to do with yourself when they’re around because all you can think about is how great they are, how happy they make you, and how you want to give them the world as an act of thanksgiving for the feeling they bring you. Those are my kind of butterflies. I want to have that with you, because you’re so wonderful to me, but it’s just not happening and I don’t know why. I shouldn’t force something onto myself that doesn’t come naturally, right? I’m so confused.
